Creating deep intimacy (into-me-see) in relationships

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What does the dictionary say about intimacy?

Intimacy\In”ti*ma*cy\, n.; pl. Intimacies. [From Intimate.]
The state of being intimate; close familiarity or
association; nearness in friendship.

God desires intimacy, you desire intimacy, people around you desire intimacy. But it can be really hard to find, get and keep. In this post I’ll try to explain what it is and why it’s hard to find.

Here are some bottom lines:

  • it takes courage to open ourselves to each other, but without openness we can’t have intimacy
  • without someone to tell our inner stuff to, we will suffer mentally and emotionally
  • not all talking is the same… shallow chit chat doesn’t take away emptiness, it is deeper talking that stops us from feeling isolated and gives us a sense of being connected and accepted and warm

By the way… the same goes for our relationship with God. Unless you will speak out and vent the yucky stuff you feel, you can’t have a relationship with (not just knowledge of) Him. If you’re afraid of His wrathful rejection you might keep your real feelings hidden and you stick to safe prayers. If you won’t talk openly with Him, you will notbe able to enter into deeper intimacy with Him as a Person. Tell Him how you feel. Tell Him what you feel. Ask for what you need.

Here is how intimacy works in my opinion. Please note: this is a combination of my own experience and observations, combined with the two most influential books I have ever read on marriage:

  • 7 levels of intimacy – I cannot recommend that book strongly enough. It’s like reading the bible in laymans terms, it contains THAT MUCH wisdom, reaching far beyond just intimacy.
  • Getting the love you want – This book impacted me so much that I felt like I could suddenly see how and why… and especially I could see how not to and why not to. This resulted in a lot of freedom for me and a renewed hope for a future relationship.
  • I should probably add love languages to this list of excellent relationship books, but it doesn’t relate to this post

And so… without further ado… this is my view of intimacy, how it grows and the tremendous good it can bring to the emotional and mental health (and happiness) for any friendship that pursues this.

The 7 levels of intimacy (“into-me-see”) are…

1. Cliche
2. Facts
3. Opinions
4. Hopes and dreams
5. Feelings
6. Traumas
7. Needs

1. Cliche

This is when two people meet. It’s the normal ritual greeting your culture uses every “hey, hi, whats up, nothing”. That kind of stuff. If that goes well, people will go on to the next step.

2. Facts

If the ritual of greeting went well people will share some facts “nice day, yeah, I was so busy this week, yeah me too, I bought a new car, I am thinking of getting a boat”. In this level people are sharing safe facts, to see if the other person wants to engage, to see if they are a suitable person to connect with, to find out a bit about their lives. If this exchange of basic information goes well, if they feel comfortable with the other person, they go a bit deeper. Not too much too fast, just a step at a time, watching to see how it goes.

3. Opinions

So you have shared basic information about yourself and the other person received it without judging you. Now it’s time to let them see a bit more of you. More than the facts of your life, you show some opinions. Opinions are not how you feel, they are less deep than feelings, but they are deeper than facts. “I don’t like rude people, yeah me neither, I love summer, me too, you are a really nice person, thanks, you’re pretty, thanks!”.

If the other person listens to your opinions without judgement, you might offer more opinions and stronger opinions. If the other person refuses to share their opinions, you might stop sharing yours. This happened to me recently, I shared my strongly held opinion on something and the other person was cagey and refused to share theirs. I avoided them for a week or more, as I felt like I had put myself out there and that person didn’t reciprocate. I took time to think about the relationship and if it was working for me, or not. I had to decide what I wanted, what I preferred and what I could live with in the friendship.

It’s an equal thing. It goes both ways. If both people shared their opinions and it went well, you’ll consider going to the next level… a bit deeper, a bit closer to the inner you.

4. Hopes and dreams

Saying what you think right now (opinions) is deeper than general facts. Now sharing what you hope to achieve in your life, what you dream about, what gets you moving… this is deeper that just what you think in the moment.

What you hope to do with your life is more you than an opinion. Your hopes and dreams are built up by your thoughts and opinions over many years. It’s a deeper part of you. It’s more of youand you will only share this if the other person accepted your opinions without finding fault and judging your opinions negatively. So if you felt safe and accepted, you’ll consider sharing your ambitions and pie-in-the-sky hopes and dreams.

This is a greater level of vulnerability, you’re putting yourself out there more. You’re saying this is me and waiting to see if the other person laughs and says you’re nuts. But you’re hoping the don’t, you’re hoping they see the deeper you and accept you, support you.

In my life, since I was a teenager or earlier, I dreamed about preaching the gospel worldwide in real power and authority. Bringing release to people. Solving problems. Teaching truth. That’s my long term goal. Short term, I toy with the idea of being Dr Phil. If I tell you this and you laugh, it’s over between us in terms of any further deepening of intimacy. But if I tell you this and you are supportive of me (you say that you can see that potential in me) then I will let you go deeper into who I really am. But you have to support me, believe that with hard work and dedication I can rise to that level and be that person… in other words, tell me that you see the best in me and you want the best for me.

If I share this and if you also choose to respond and share your own hopes and dreams for your life – small or big – then I get a chance to accept and support you.. Now we are at a deeper level of intimacy. We know more about how the other person ticks on the the inside. Now we can share a deeper life and go to the next level.

5. Feelings

This might seem like the deepest level, but it’s only number 5 of 7. If you listened to my dream of being Dr Phil and helping people get free of darkness and sadness so that they can live an abundant life.. if you heard that and I if genuinely feel supported by you… then I will let you see my feelings. If you accept my dream, I will let you see the passion behind the dream. I’ll show you how I feel. My dreams are driven by my feelings.

The things I feel drive my dreams. If I always feel like running away, my dream might be to buy a boat and sail it in the open seas for the rest of my life. If I felt hurt as a child and then  I realised that other people also feel that way, my dream might be to rise up and help others (which in my case it is).

The feelings you have over the long term result in your dreams. Your dreams are a product of how you feel. If you can accept the dream of the person you are talking to (and share your own), then they might let you learn about the feelings that resulted in that dream.

It’s another deeper layer into who they are and how they came to be this person. If you can connect with and support then and show acceptance on this level, you may be allowed to see into them deeper still.

6. Traumas

Our feelings are shaped by what has happened to us in our lives. Events.

If someone said “you’re a bad person” that can have an enormous effect on our self esteem. Parents are the ones who give us much of our identity. If the parent told us we are bad, then the impact could be life changing. If someone abused us, that shapes and decreases our self worth.

The stuff on level 6 is the stuff we keep hidden, because we fear rejection at this level. But if someone will listen and accept us at this level, it can change our lives. If we can listen to someone who is sharing at this level, we can change their lives by accepting what happened to them and still seeing the wonderfulness of who they are.

Sharing the deep traumas in our lives doesn’t happen soon – and it shouldn’t! Some people only share this stuff after they are married, because they feel safe, they feel the other person can’t leave and will now accept them.

The other levels are there to ensure that only a loving and accepting and trustworthy person gets to see this very deep and emotionally raw layer of us. Risky and dangerous people are like bulls in a china shop and must be kept out, otherwise they may damage the shop even further.

You might ask “why should I ever go there again?” or “why share this with anyone?” If you choose to let someone safe listen to your story, about what happened to you, their acceptance can create much greater intimacy between you two. It will be healing for you – as long as the person is safe… and if they went through the previous levels of accepting you and they shared their own inner selves, then they might be a good and safe person to share with.

Perhaps the person’s traumatic experience told them that they are somehow dirty, (I felt that way after abuse as a teenager) but now you (the person listening) have a chance to listen to the story and remind them that they are good, clean and wonderful in your eyes. You could listen and accept and remind them that they are forgiven and washed clean by Jesus. Remind them that in God’s eyes, He had forgotten all of our sin and the sins done to us. According to the bible, because of Jesus taking our sin away, we are holy, pure and blameless. Help the person see that you can see the good in them… they really are: wonderful, gifted in some way, full of potential.

Remember, this is a two way thing. Don’t try save someone who doesn’t want to be saved. Don’t rescue a person who doesn’t want to be rescued. Be careful sharing your stuff with someone who won’t share back. Be careful to share with people who have shown themselves trustworthy by accepting you at the previous levels.

On level 6 listening and accepting and seeing the best in the person is how you heal them… and that is what they should be doing for you too. A relationship is a two way street.

On level 7 there is even more good news.

7. Needs

If I show you what happened to me, the traumas that have happened in my life, and if you listen and accept and support me in them… then you may begin to understand why I think and behave as I do.

If you can accept my traumas, then you are also in a good place to help me heal from those traumas. If you show me your trauma, I can help you heal. This is how the healing can happen…

Let’s take an example… a female survivor of abandonment might react really badly when her partner stares at another woman. The abandonment – rejection/betrayal – is the trauma of level 6. If she forms enough trust to share this with her current partner, he can accept what happened to her and love her.

Because of the trauma she has learned a deeply ingrained lesson in life, maybe it’s something like “every man is bad and will eventually leave me” and because of this belief, she might even do things that drive a good man away. This is a self-fulfilling prophecy. She believes bad things will happen, she behaves as if it will, she is waiting for it to happen… eventually with words, comments, behaviour, poor choices, she has now punctured the boat with that they both sail in with so many stabs and wounds that the ship does sink. The relationship ends – and she walks away saying “You see! I knew it. All men do this”.

But the old lesson she learned back then has just repeated itself in a good relationship with a good man. If the man and woman can go to level 6 and she can share how she feels panicked when he looks around the room, then they can go to level 7 where he and she agree to work together to do things differently.

So if he is looking around the room and she feels panic is starting to rise up, she (by earlier agreement) touches his hand and he recognises that his innocent behaviour is triggering her trauma, which triggers her feelings. He can choose to look directly at her and tell her how in love he is with her, how she is perfect for him, how pleased he is with her. Every time that old tape recorder of rejection begins to start up in her head, she can ask him to re-program it with the truth of their relationship.

Over time she will no longer hear those old damaging truths and she can believe the truth about the man she is with. And she can get to know the things he struggles with and she can speak into his life to help him see the new truth and potential of his life.

You see, everyone has damage, everyone has trauma… and this is how people who make the effort to get to this level of intimacy can heal one another. This is one of the reasons that God gave us marriage, to help one another. But this effect is not only for marriage. It can happen between any two people who choose to care. It can happen when brothers talk, when sisters talk, when best friends talk. It happens when people go to counsellors and when we join support groups.

If we do not have someone in our life to share with, we will gradually suffer more and more, emotionally, mentally and we will feel isolated and eventually we may suffer from paranoia and break down. I believe that this is why Jesus put so much weight and rewards on His one command: to love.

Accepting the other person’s story and helping them to see their strengths and their goodness and their strong points and values is the very best thing you can do for children, friends and loved ones. See the best in people and tell them. Listening, accepting and then helping the person release that old story and find a new story and new truths about themselves.

But please remember, an intimate relationship is a two way thing. It’s not you doing for them. It’s not them doing for you. It’s a relationship. You can read more about what the bible encourages us to do for one another: One anothering

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11 responses to “Creating deep intimacy (into-me-see) in relationships

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  4. Hi,

    I don’t know what to say except that I am really trying to hold on to God. I am TIRED. Very tired. I don’t know how things turned out this way. I’m not blaming anyone, just hurt, dissapointed, ashamed, yet thankful to God for his love. I’m just emotionally not well, but no one seems to understand that I need to heal. I don’t have the strength that I use to have. I just feel empty. I don’t know what to do, but I’m holding on to my hope in Christ! Keep speaking the word. I pray that I can find somewhere to get help and meet others who are going through what I am, then maybe i want feel so lonely. I have a husband, but we are separated and although I am grateful to God for allowing him to offer support financially. He does not support me emotionally, I have forgiven him for some of the hurt he has caused me as well as ask for forgiveness for whatever hurt I may have caused. The only thing is he says one thing but does not show it in his actions. In my opinion it adds to the hurt because I can’t trust what he says or trust that he is being honest with me. I’m in a real bad position where I’m just here. I have three children. Well….as you can see I’m full and need to get some of this out, but I will keep praying that God will heal my heart, emotions, and give me strength to want to achieve some of the goals that I once held close to my heart. I know the passion is still in there, just buried deep. I need therapy but cannot afford it and I don’t want to go to just anyone. I feel that it is really important in keeping my sanity and healing well. Also, I had just tried to explain to my sister how I was feeling inside about a week ago. I used the exact words, empty , feeling of dying inside, and just worthless. I looked up those feelings and came across some of your postings. It made me feel good to know that this is not me just being some “drama queen” or making “mountains out of mohills”, but a woman who has been crying out for help for some time only to be told that I need to have more faith or get over my past. Anyway, I wish I could get into some extensive treatment program that is God centered. Until then, I have been working on forgiving and must say that God is help me in those areas. I am getting better, but it is a process. I will end this now because I could go on and on.

    Thanking God for you and your transparency and heart to share. I’m working on rejection, self esteem, and setting boundaries.

    • Hi healing

      Thank you for sharing. Yes you need to get this out. Find a place to talk. An aunt? A friend? A free counsellor at church? An online group? Talk and forgive and talk some more and forgive.

      And meantime please keep reading my blog posts and learning and taking action in your life.

      Look me up on FB pls 🙂

      God bless you, Mark.

  5. Mark, sorry I know this an old post…but I need help. Your blog is great first off 🙂 Im going to tell u a little about myself and why I need help. I’ve always been a shy person, but it’s not the normal kind. Im afraid of people..simply because I’ve come to expect nothing more from them than to be ignored…or at least not treasured in any way. But I didn’t lack in love. I grew up with wonderful parents, and I respect and treasure them above any human being. Last summer my sweet, beautiful father died…and I lost it. I’ve always hated myself..but I hate myself even more now because I wasn’t with him when he died. I failed him. He died in agony while I was at home..and I got there too late. It’s been months but it feels like it happened hours ago. I see him everywhere, I dream about him. And nobody will help me! I told this guy that I liked about this…he just looked at me sympatheticly..didn’t hug me, didn’t touch me. At church all I hear is the sickening, sympathetic words, “he’s in a better place” It was his time,” I don’t want words, I don’t want pity! All the time growing up I thought I was I still wonder what is wrong with man has every told me that I’m beautiful, or held me. And I don’t know why. I want my hero back. I just want to be touched again, but I don’t know that i’ll ever be. I have no where to go, no money to take me anywhere, no job to support my needs. I can’t burden my mother when she has no more than 400 dollors in her pocket, though I know she would. Why bother telling anybody, when they don’t really care? If they did, it would seem like they would offer more than just words. I have really bad thought’s sometimes, but if something happened to my mom..I don’t think I could ignore them. I failed dad and now I’m failing God, I’ve come so close to getting drunk..If i’m not numb I just hurt. Please what cand I do to live with this because sometimes I desire so much to just give up.

    • Hi Anna

      Thank you for getting in touch. Im glad you have reached out. Im very very sorry that so few people are emotionally able to reach back.

      Don’t shut down. Don’t give up. Don’t give yourself away. Don’t hurt yourself.

      You have anger and frustration and you must find ways to talk that out and get it expressed. Anger that is not expressed turns to depression and you don’t want this. I don’t want this for you.

      I think you express yourself incredibly well. Life has given you lemons, but God can turn that to lemonade. You could express your sadness and frustration and pain on a blog, just as I did?! Over time I got the junk out and I felt better.

      Nothing I can say will bring your hero back. And I’m sorry that you have now suddenly been left without the emotional support you got from him. You will have to find more support from somewhere. I’m not there witth you, so I can’t see what your options are, so I can’t make any suggestions.

      You spoke about feeling numb, or empty. Have you read my blog post “What to do when you feel empty inside”? Google it and read it. Take note of the many many people who have left comments…. you are not at all alone in this situation. We all need emotional support. We all need emotional warmth. You are not alone.

      At the bottom of that post I give several links to other blog posts that I wrote as I discovered how to get out of where I was. If you work through those posts, you may get some ideas, som of which may work for you.

      The key thing now is that you realise that being a child is easy, being an adult is hard. When we have parents doing things – like providing emotional support for us – it’s like what we need gets magically provided. When we needed a nappy change, it just magically occured. When we needed a drink, a glass of milk just appeared. When we needed advice, a kindly adult would somehow see that and provide it. When we needed protection, somehow that just happened. Ditto for lunch money and lifts.

      And – very sadly – some people never got any of those things when they needed them.

      But now as an adult we have to learn news skills. We are thirsty, so we have to go milk the cow and pour it into the glass for ourselves. We ned lunch money, we have to get the newspaper, look for jobs, get an interview and hold down that job… and then the lunch money comes.

      Adulthood means caring for ourselves. It’s a hard skill to learn. But you can do it. You can begin to take note of wht you need – emotional support, warmth, comfort – and you can find ways to get those things you need.

      And my very best advice is this: pray, pray, pray. Pray and ask Jesus Christ for the help you need. Ask Him for His Holy Spirit. Ask Him to give you the things you need, like warm friends and emotional support.

      Keep in touch with me please. Let me know how things go 🙂

      Thank you for reaching out to me.

      God bless you, Mark.

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  8. Thank you for this site. I admit I have not read it all but intend to do so. I am in a hard place right now. I had heard that the word intimacy came from the root of into-me-see and I wanted to find out if that was true. In my search I found you site. Anyway, I am an abuse “overcomer” still strugling with God intimacy. I am bi-polar. I take 21 different pills a day. I am believing that God will heal me, but it won’t come if I cannot get close enough. I seem to be sabotoging myself. You don’t have to write back, I just wanted to say thank you.

  9. Mark, what an incredible post! This is the best thing I’ve seen on a blog in many months. Thanks for taking the time to share all this.

    I’m a big fan of the 5 Love Languages – I just gave another copy away last Sunday. I’ll add the others to my list!

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