I’ve just come through quite a time of being sick. Did I have flu? I did have bronchitis? Was it both? Was it more than that? It seemed like a time of darkness, a real time of struggle. My prayers seemed to lack real punch and due to sickness I was only able to sleep and sleep and not do much else.
And now… at the end of it, I feel stronger, cleaner and clearer. It was been a time of testing what lies within me, I think. So many nights I found myself fighting battles inside me – breaking through quite easily and winning. Now when I look at theology, given how hard it was to have any faith in this last time of trial, but now it all seems so clear and so obvious.
What a difference a few days make! 🙂